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Glen Lee
02 August 2009 @ 09:15 pm
but all that are left are nameless memories  
One weird thing I discovered today was when Chi Ling sent me an sms notifying me that I have been missing out on HACAS activities. And the thing I recalled was when I told them regrading my pulling out earlier this year. But having realised that my CCA grades wouldnt be outstanding this year round, I will not be taking any chances. With this, I pledge to turn up for HACAS activities starting this Wednesday, Hopefully, I will be able to catch up on the points in the newly-implemented point system before being regarded as a true-blue HACASian. To add on, I fully regretted missing out on the second annual running of iMUN.

...rewinding back to Wednesday,
attended my first popping lesson. And it bestowed upon me that many variations of body waves and arm waves actually do exist. Ticking wave. Threading wave. Static wave. Manipulating wave. Double wave. Bouncing wave. Ripple wave. And all of these were taught in only the first lesson. Hopefully, my mind will not be too saturated after the next session.

Stupid flu bug which attacked me on Saturday. So I had to miss out on Saturday's training and cant attend BOTY 2009.

Love remembers you

Memories remember me

We were in that place everyday

Now even the skies remember us

Nameless Memories; SS501
...the voice says it all. You know you have to cry after listening to this song, especially when the chorus rings in your ears. Plus, the drama video adds a deeper meaning to the song, where the girl falls in love with an asssassin. This is the best drama MV I have seen to date. Full emotions aptly expressed.



P.S. God, please give me at least 12/14 for my bio test
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Listening To: Making A Lover; SS501
 
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Glen Lee
23 July 2009 @ 10:59 pm
bad luck  

I had a bad day yesterday. I was hyped up about the commencement of my popping course since the morning. Then when I reached Lavender, I spent 30 mins hunting down the O school studio. And my first lesson went down the drain just like that. When I finally found O school at Blk 464, there was only 15 mins of lesson time left. So i didnt even step into the studio and walked past it with extreme disappointment. The most stupid thing I did was to alight 2 bus stops earlier and wandering around Blk 1 which sounded so far away...

...just looking forward to the next lesson.

Ms Chen is going to see us tomorrow. I think she's just going to motivate us regarding academics, and emphasise on how close promos actually are. I didnt do very well for blocks either, getting grades B.E.D., considering that I only have 3 official tests to take. And the weird thing is the school keep telling us to start revising for promos. But how to do so when we have to work on current topics (which I have yet to understand), complete new tutorials and study for current tests and build up on our CA?

I am facing EXTREME difficulty in internalising the content in Genetics variation and there's a test this Wednesday! Good Luck!
 

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Listening To: ガラガラ GO!!; Big Bang
 
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Glen Lee
12 July 2009 @ 09:13 am
the thing I do for tutorials...  

I had a tiring day yesterday. Tapestry training. Did Girvan's popping choreo. The formation was superb, not forgetting the entry before we got into our positions. Now I need to make my jerks more distinct and harder. Fortunately, I was able to catch the hiphop choreo after much running through in my mind. My movements have to be bigger and I got to get to flow. All in all, a lot of clean up to do in just a week, before the big day (18 july).

Back to school life...
My results for blocks are just below expectations. Honestly, I thought I could get an A and B for math and chemistry respectively. But it turned out to be a disappointing reality..Now, I dont even want to expect that much from Bio, which was supposed to be my best subject. Got to add oil now given that promos are like 9 weeks away? Come to think of it, that's quite close.

Reached home at 11.30pm yesterday night. And I felt uneasy dancing for the whole day and completiely ignoring tutorials I should be doing. So I made a decision to stay up through the midnight.

This morning,
1.30am: completed the troublesome Reaction Kinetics tutorial.
3.30am: completed 4 freaking AQs in the issues and ideas booklet.
4.30am: watched many live performances of super junior, snsd and shinee (i see, an alliteration!)

I have to stay back every day next week for Tapestry prac. Gee!

popping love;
P.S. O school postponed the popping II course to 22nd july. Arghhh, I cant wait to learn botting!

The special meaning held by this day: Today you stood with a happy expression, you looked beautiful while praying to God.
But I wasn't the one next to you and the image of you, receiving blessings, how could I let go?
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう; DBSK
why did i end up falling in love with you...
this MV moves me a lot. but i personally prefer the drama version.
Fuji Mina is the lead actress while Jaejoong shows that he is not just a pretty face but is of husband material with that power vocals. He was singing for most parts <3

 

 

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I'm Feeling: sleepy
Listening To: It's You; Super Junior
 
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Glen Lee
15 June 2009 @ 07:13 am
inspire '09: heartbeat ♥  
In aid of the ST school pocket money fund, Inspire '09 has organised a concert series. The first in its series is a dance concert named HEARTBEAT.

The performance that left me most impressed was the nanyang modern item followed by R(I)JC modern. Both items happened to be a blend of lyrical and contemoporary dance. And my love for lyrical hiphop never dies. Anyway, the dancers from nanyang modern had the same hairstyle---short hair. Which is very cool. Then R(I)JC modern danced to hiphop at the final parts of the performance. Anyway, the performance quality was super dope. Movements were hard, sharp and precise.

Inspire 09 HEARTBEAT: nanyang modern dance
O School Recital 2008 - Lyrical Hiphop
This is a super good choreo!!! lyrical lovesss
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Listening To: HaHaHa; SNSD
 
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Glen Lee
31 May 2009 @ 10:11 pm
she misses her childhood so very much  
She looked up at him
A giant in the bright sky
He would spin her around
Make her believe she could fly

He would take her out
To a field or park
Her world revolved around his
His presence left a mark

Never was she without him
He'd watch her every step
All the love possible
The memories she selfishly kept

He'd put her on his toes
A child so light and small
She would fall in love with him
Her knight so strong and tall

Nothing could harm her
His arms around her strong
And when the day began to end
He'd sing her a lullaby song

He'd take her to the beach
And teach her the things he knows
Tells her why the sky is bue
And why the water flows

He would tell her stories
Of dragons and of fire
Stories about romance,
About love and desire

He would fight her fears
Standing there hand in hand
As he left only his footprints
across the perfect sand

He walked with her
Through many years
But as she grew older
He hit the beers

Late nights awaiting
For his safe return
but never to come back
she would soon learn

But she kept those memories
Safe and in her mind
Happiness and bliss
In them she finds

She thinks not everything
May last forever
But just those memories
Will she treasure
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Listening To: Freeze; T-Pain (feat. Chris Brown)
 
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Glen Lee
27 May 2009 @ 10:08 pm
infatuated with popping  

Dance Nite 2009 BACK AGAIN has ended on a high note. It was my first ever performance! :DD The atmosphere during the performances were great. Not to mention the crowds during the night shows. The crowd present for matinee was mainly made up of parents (no offence here), so they were not that high and wild. Haha. I think when they see the bboys, they will stereotype them as notorious...At least that's what my mum thinks.

Both fusion items shook the stage. Oh and especially, the fighting part in the last fusion. Oh my, that was dope @.@ Eyes pop, jaws drop. And Estelle's 180 degress mid-air split was so sick.

On Saturday night, I watched the performance with the bboys. And fortunately, I get to see Ms Chen's and AnAn's item. I <3 HIPHOP!!! If I didn't try for modern...hfsjihgjosghsfjbgjksgsgojgi. The hiphop division is just very bonded together. Back to the item, Ms Chen's item was so funny and I had no problems laughing after watching it for the 3rd time. And AnAn's choreo, had this popping part. Totally killed the beats. OMG!!!

Okay now that Dance Nite is over, I am wondering how Mr Dan will drill us with techniques. SHIT!

My June Holidays is freaking packed. Ultimately, I have only 12 full days to study. Crap. Mr Ng told me just aim for pass in all subjects. But I want H3 and this contributes 15%. ARGHH!!! 蜡烛两头烧...

1st and last week: AYG rehearsals
mid-June: Raffles Community Leaders' Forum
+accendo '09 street sales
+CenTaD meetings
+REVISE (i haven't even looked through integration)
+hiphop class
+MASTER popping 
Samuel is MY motivation.(i think I am going to give up on isolation. no matter what my chin will tilt. tried for 3 days already! arghhh! or can anyone revive my hopes?)
To end off, I swear I will avoid "food served on plates" during recess and lunch. Money spent on food will not exceed $3. And I will spend at least an hour a day to self-practise dance! Many say that I do not look like a dancer. From 28 May 0700h, operation "TO-GET-A-DANCER's-BUILD" will henceforth begin.

P.S. Can't wait to get my hands on the Dance Nite DVD ((((:

...popping beats getting into my head
...popping everytime I have nothing to do
...popping during lectures and tutorials
...popping while walking
...popping IS <3
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Listening To: From Juvi To The Penitentiary; Most Wanted
 
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Glen Lee
18 May 2009 @ 10:42 pm
...back again  
我不是一个天生万人迷
讲话也没有迷人的口音
我只希望当你心中的平民
能够守护你好几个世纪
我不是F4; 周渝民

4 days left to Dance Nite...
And over the past weekend, the MAD seniors have seen our items and agreed that there was improvement.
This year's hiphop and fusion items will rock the house.
Mr Dan's item has a very nice formation.
MAD alumni was dope. Not in our league...

[Wishlist]
[1]master isolation by June
[2]hiphop long pants
[3]Nike Air Max shoes, preferably red
my baby
 
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I'm Feeling: satisfied
Listening To: Know Your Enemy; Green Day
 
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Glen Lee
12 May 2009 @ 09:59 pm
praying for too much  

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Dance With My Father Again; Luther Vandross

On 11.05.2009, a close friend of mine passed away.
We traveled together.
We hip-hop(ped) together in a crew.
We composed together.
We worked together.
We always waited for each other
but this time, you didn't

Ain’t it funny how death brings perspective
On friends you’ve taken for granted?

Somehow, I always thought we’d die together.

I never realized it before, not until now, when the whole belief has been shattered. But we did so much together, we lived together, and I thought that we would end the same way.

But now, I understand that I never really knew you at all.

This old country doctor is finding it hard
To dig up seeds long since been planted.

They called me the medic, the prodigy, but I’m not. I can’t heal anything worth healing—I couldn’t heal you, and I can’t heal him. It’s too late. It’s always too late. But still, I half believe that it’s not, because I still want what I always did.

It’s too hard to uproot beliefs ingrained upon the soul.

Now a friendship takes many directions,
And the facets in ours were unbounded

We were an odd group, not people who really could have been friends, it seemed. But then, most of them were, the groups; we were only placed based on skill level, and balancing the competence.

But we were friends, in the end, I know it. I just do. Even though none of us acted like it, not even him, the best actor of us all. Because of that, maybe, our friendship went deeper than any. It had so many sides, no one could have understood it all—that’s why we were so close.

My teasing and prodding, I can’t help regret
My apologies, though, have been grounded

I was just a nuisance to you, a nuisance to you both. I can’t forget it, and I can’t forgive it. Neither of you would forgive me either, although you told me it wasn’t something that needed to be forgiven. I would have liked to hear the words to lighten my burden, but really… I didn’t deserve it. I had—have—experienced so much less pain than either of you.

I was always so annoying, so useless, and I still am.

But the triangle only has two sides now,
And the two sides are not very sturdy

There’s just the two of us left, without you. Just me and him. But it’s so hard to keep it together—even harder now. He won’t forgive himself either.

We’re unstable; we’re drifting apart. And we can’t stop it.

It’s odd; you were probably the least friendly of all of us, but we still can’t do it without you. I guess three just makes it more steadfast, no matter how volatile the third.

Very few you dare to even call friend
Still I don’t think I’ll ever feel worthy

I can’t trust myself anymore. I won’t get close to anyone, because I failed you—failed you both. I’m not going to do that to anyone else—that I vow. I vow in your name, on your grave. I’ll stay away. I won’t hurt anyone anymore.

Then again, you tried not to make friends, but you still broke—shattered—too many hearts when you left.

You saved my life many a mission
And your logic helps fill my emotion

You were always the best of us—I thought. Now, I’m not so sure. I never really knew you, and sometimes, I think that he was better, because he tried harder. But still, you saved us, countless times. Your skill was superior, at least. You were always so calm, so cool, so collected. It made it easier to concentrate, just a little.

But like a Georgian-made jewel, it’s missing the mint
I’ll long for your stoic devotion

There’s still a piece missing now, no matter how much you hurt us all. You were still a key piece, the crowning piece. This faceted jewel shattered without you to complete it.

You were so strong, so determined. You always focused on your goal, never straying—almost never. Not like him; he didn’t stray either, but he was loud about it. He didn’t focus.

Now the brandy does not go down easy
And the feelings, well, they’re so hard to swallow

The sake’s not much of a friend, really. I don’t understand how it can be so addicting—but it is, because it drowns the pain, just for a while. But pain is such a good swimmer, it always surfaces again.

And I just can’t take it. I can’t. It’s too hard.

Touching and touched, I’ll remember you such
Wherever you go, my thoughts follow.

We all touched each other’s lives—even me, and I hope I did some good, a little good. You told me you were sorry, and I’m still not sure if that was sincere.

Somehow, I think it wasn’t.

I still can’t stop thinking about you, though. Not ever. Especially not when I see him, looking so lost without the third side of our triangle. I don’t know what to do, and I wonder if you would.

It’s too hard to let go. It’s just too hard.

I can’t forgive, and I can’t forget.

Goodbye, my friend…

Because now I know.

Everybody dies alone.
 


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Glen Lee
10 May 2009 @ 10:36 pm
I Ain't Gotta Tell You  
UHHUH! I just remembered that I once had a LJ account. I havent been blogging in ages. Yes, tutorials and dance are the root cause.

Time passes by in a flash. 12 days to Dance Nite. 3 practices left. This got the seniors very nervous and worried. We can't disappoint them. It suddenly hit me that it is high time I should get attached to my dance and feel the music. (the play count of the song in my iPod is only 2...)

14th May is my Dance I/C audition. 6 girls and 2 boys. I heard this year, Apollo may have 2 girls as Dance I/Cs. Haha. So, I can't take my chances. Fortunately, I finished the 4 counts of 8 (actually it's about 6 counts). Hmmm, what should be the Apollo identity for the fac dance? And I have 3 days left to "beautify" and add power and 看头 to my choreo. Got to unleash the hip-hop side of me. GRRR...

Oh MY! How did I get into CenTaD!? Glasgow University. Woohoo! My first overseas research attachement. YESS!! \O/. Simply excited :DDD
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Listening To: Mad; Ne-Yo
 
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Glen Lee
28 March 2009 @ 10:32 am
mind clogged up  

在真实世界里我们始终相信，
后乐园的存在。
在那里，
爱情得以永恒，梦想终会实现。
我们用一只眼晴看见现实的灰墙，
却用另一只眼睛勇敢飞越、接近梦想。
用孩子的羽翼抵抗现实的捕捉，
即使我们终将坠落，
即使我们会在天真里同归于尽，
至少我们曾经相信、曾经勇敢，
总有一天我们会到达，
属于我们的“后乐园”

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I'm Feeling: depressed
Listening To: 我不會唱歌; 羅志祥
 
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Glen Lee
22 March 2009 @ 10:50 pm
(no subject)  
Today marks the end of a fruitful, fun-packed (although with some stoning) week-long March holiday. It is what I call a much-needed break from the usual face-the-tutorials, get-bored-in-lectures routine.

AYG rehearsals were the highlight of this holiday period. I realised pole-vaulting, cart-wheels, ladder stunts were not at all scary. And about pole vaulting, I have tried it 10+ times and I landed in "standing up" position rather safely. 100% SUCCESS rate! \O/

The funny part was Mr. Dan told the boys do bboy in the AYG choreo. Then this perked up all the HCJC J2 bboys. They got so excited suddenly. *pssstt...* (me too...) I thought we could do some 6 steps or toprock etc. But we just did corkscrews and shoulder freeze. Haha, but it's quite a refreshing idea. Although it's weird to suddenly shoulder freeze after jumping---no flow at all leh. The girls had to dance for more than 4 minutes and the boys dance only for 1 min 5 secs. But we still had to attend the full 7 hour long rehearsals.

所谓台上一分钟，台下十年功。

And I realised Mr. Dan is so kind. He treated everyone to bubble tea. I got this red-colored one. Everyone enquired me about the flavour. All I tasted was a heavy concentration of unknown flavouring (something far from cherry and definitely not strawberry), so I replied, "ANTIBIOTIC". I thought Each-A-Cup was worse enough. But hey, a worthy competitor has caught my attention.

And I felt a great surge of satisfaction after I manage to catch up with Bio, Math, Chem and Econs lectures. notice that i did not mention GP...and as I am typing this I recall having to find articles regarding Singapore. I forgot the exact details though. So, I shall just forget about this.

I still don't dare to try handstand without wall, although I have maintained in handstand position for 1 min 30 sec (using a wall) already. But I will overcome my fears soon enough. So I can do nike freeze, pike etc...
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Glen Lee
18 March 2009 @ 09:31 pm
when bboy meets modern  

Rehearsal Day #1

1 hour in SRJC dance studio learning 2 new sets of 4 counts of 8.
The rest of the day (until 3pm) was spent on trying rollback handstand, cartwheels, aerials etc.
An induction of bboy into modern dance XD

But boys will be boys.
We slacked A LOT! haha :DDD
I hope I can master rollback handstand soon enough! *fingers crossed*

Kaba Modern is my LOVE!

Kaba Modern @ Hip Hop Internationals 2007: World Finals
Representing USA. They got Silver in the end. 2nd in the WORLD!!!
Congratulations to Trinidad and Tobago's Eklektic for Gold and the Phillipine All Stars for Bronze.
1:50-2:05s is my favourite part. Kaba Modern's trademark routine!!!
<3 tutting...

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Listening To: Amnesia; Britney Spears
 
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Glen Lee
15 March 2009 @ 09:12 am
the fight starts now  
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
Tongue Tied; Faber Drive

Woohoo. I can be happier when Liverpool thrashed Man Utd 4-1. van der Sar stood rooted to his ground for the last two goals. Aurelio's freekick was a left-footed curl. sweet. Perhaps van der Sar thought it was going to his right.

Liverpool's last goal was a beautiul chip from Dossena (his 2nd goal in 2 matches), connected from Reina's goal kick, which also sparked off Torres' goal. Man Utd made loads of defensive mistakes and Liverpool seized thir chances.

Haha, C. Ron lost. Hope Chelsea can grab 3 points from home to secure a stable fighting place for the EPL crown.

Gee; SNSD
The opening started with the girls dancing to Britney Spears' Circus. They danced better than Britney!!! Gee is sooo cute a song.
 
 
I'm Feeling: cheerful
Listening To: 쏘리 쏘리 (SORRY, SORRY); Super Junior
 
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Glen Lee
13 March 2009 @ 10:33 pm
really, truly  
Filming of Youth without Borders
Part of Accendo '09 went to *scape to film Youth without borders. Before that, Guen Yik bought yellow shirts for all 6 members. And spray-painted them. That was the moment when I realised art is not my cup of tea. I sprayed the paint until it went through to the back of the shirt. And I also painted the wrong spot.

We were VERY VERY 自high during the filming. Thanks to Matthias, Kuan Yue and Guen Yik. I was very quiet...as usual. I think they loved us. We looked quite bonded as a team (:

After the filming, we camwhored for nearly an hour outside the building. Doing funny shots, recalling fac dances etc.

I am VERY tired today. In the morning, I reached school at 6.40am. And started running 12 rounds on the track. So the total distance sums up to 4800m. Took like around 20 mins. I am starting to run everyday unless there are tests on that particular day.

Today's PE was superb!! The passing training was lame though. But the best part was at the last. We actually played a match. The moment my team had Jonathan, I already knew my team had already gained a better edge over the other team.

(I scored 2 goals \O/)
Score: 3-0
But my goals had like no power. The ball ROLLED into the goal. The second goal, I had to admit, was just Lady Luck's effort. When Yinhwee came running towards me, I stroked the ball to the right, evaded her and when I had a clear zone, I was planning to pass to Jonathan (who at that time was running in). But I used my heels to kick the ball and the ball headed towards the goal. HAHA :DD

Sorry Sorry 작사 작사; Super Junior
Love this song to bits. Though it's too techno. the dance is better than "U". SUJU never fails to disappoint me, esp. their dance choreo. And the tutting is so cool <3. Haha, fac dance 2010 ideas *beams*
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I'm Feeling: relaxed
Listening To: Tongue Tied; Faber Drive
 
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Glen Lee
08 March 2009 @ 09:34 pm
(no subject)  
Currently, the chinese music scene is like in a die-down. Notice that, the chinese music scene only comes alive after April every year. No one is releasing albums, or at least no high profile artistes are releasing them. So I am potentially being drawn into the realm of the K-pop music---characterised by heavy beats, fast numbers and good looks.


1SORRY, SORRY
2니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you)
3마주치지 말자 (Let's not...)
4앤젤라 (Angela)
5RESET
6MONSTER
7WHAT IF
8이별... 넌 쉽니 (Heartquake)
9CLUB No. 1
10HAPPY TOGETHER
11죽어있는 것 (Dead at heart)
12SHINING STAR

Finally, Super Junior has a new album (Sorry, Sorry). Released on 12th March. I can't wait to get my hands on it. SM Entertainment always produces good songs and albums. They also groom talents well in SM Academy. And all the K-pop big shots are under them. BoA, DBSK, SHINee, Super Junior, Girls' Generation. Rain left JYP for J.Tunes Entertainment so now big shots under JYP are only Wonder Girls and Big Bang. HAHA. SM Entertainment FTW! \O/ 

(sorry for the random spam about the music industry and recording companies)
 

And not to forget, DBSK has released their 4th Jap album (The Secret Code). -woots- I've got to say that the Jap. version of Mirotic sounds better than the Chinese one but loses out to the Korean one. Originals are always better. Haha. The conventional DBSK style manifests itself in the track "Survivor".

 
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I'm Feeling: jubilant
Listening To: Survivor; DBSK
 
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Glen Lee
07 March 2009 @ 10:16 pm
life and what not  

Havent blog in days, simply because I have no time and have no mood. Tutorials, tests and doubts on topics are just accumulating in my head.

What do I get when redox meets stoiCHIOmetry? A puzzled me. Looking at chem tutorial 2, I am stuck at question 4. ...I dont even know how to start doing the questions. ARGHHH! X.X

I am halfway through the lipids notes. It is very hard to compile notes. Because whenever I refer to one source, my mind keeps telling me that there will still be some better source out there----something more clear and concise.

X-country familiarisation run. Now I am familiar with the rocky path in the woods. It is very dangerous should one be running downslope on that bumpy, sometimes muddy path. In the woods, the decayed leaf litter on the ground really irks me. I really had no mood to run in the woods. I can only pick up speed along Lornie Road. Hope all this changes during the actual run. Hope Apollo can win another event again.

(It's the year when APOLLO MONOPOLISES!!! :D)

软骨精神！！！
Modern dance is quite cool. And I just realised it. <3333. The dance nite choreo will look VERY nice. But currently, I am still at the "how-do-i-do a grande-plié", "Glen-keeps-looking-at-others-to-dance" stage. I am hoping I can just remember the steps clearly and execute them with flow. And Mr. Dan says we have the chance to go Barcelona. Woohoo, soccer aside, I havent even set foot once on the soil of Europe. Haha, I cant wait for this golden opportunity which bboy and hiphop divisions cant offer. Heehee X).

(Jiayou for Danceworks 09! \O/)

Today, I had audible hearts interview. I was given scenarios and was told to express my views. LOL, weird. The interview room is freaking scary. 5-6 mid-20s ppl listening to you. Initially, I mumbled a lot. But after that, I got comfortable with the atmosphere. I am quite confident I can pass it. Haha, hope so lorhh. I have also applied for World Vision Youth Ambassador Program. Hope I can also get selected for it.

(Service to the community FTW!)
(Contemplating whether to run for Dance I/C. Heard you have to dao your studies for 4 months ><)

Anyway, I hate misunderstandings. I was just planning to be friends. Haish...><  Hope she isnt scared.

你的手心里 留你送我的笔
离去的你 只有你才过的泥
我的背包里 收你送的信
信封纸里 却只有美好的回忆

回忆裏 只有美好的你
伤了心 还不懂如何苏醒
那片地 由我们的回忆
日记里 也只有我们的记忆

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I'm Feeling: hopeful
Listening To: A Song From Secret Garden; Secret Garden
 
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Glen Lee
03 March 2009 @ 08:50 pm
emotions sprung  

气吃著冰淇淋
冷却兴奋的心情
在讲堂里故意不期而遇
眼神开始有交集

单眼皮　有一种魔力让我深深著迷
就是你　我就是喜欢这麽单纯的你
喜欢你　原来这样子就是一见钟情
你让我天天都有好心情

目不转睛的盯著你眼皮
拜託时间都暂停
看著你害羞紧张的表情
就这样被你吸引

你的单眼皮有独特魅力
随便眨眨眼都令我著迷
配合你可爱逗趣的表情
我开始情不自禁地喜欢你

单眼皮　就是你　喜欢你
你让我天天都有好心情

喜欢在风靠近时候深呼吸
那气息满溢着身边的你
当笑容在眼里映下唇印
全世界弥漫着迷的咒语
我小心翼翼围绕着你
看护这份就要缤纷的爱情
迷恋上你的笑容
爱飘逸在你发间香甜
预告明天有多美
明天幸福的香味
迫不及待在心里蔓延
希望我们永远在眼前

我知道我嗅觉已失灵
从今后只闻见爱的浓郁
若未来我不在你的旅行
一路上也会有我的叮咛

我小心翼翼等待着你
等你的心散发出甜言蜜语
 


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Glen Lee
21 February 2009 @ 10:27 pm
they stared and i stopped  
Hmmm...where should I start. Well, begin with Friday bah. Friday is the second day I hate after Tuesday.

Friday
I hate PE unless it's running. Cos I am totally unable to do pull-ups and standing broad jump. And when Wei Qing estimated that I could do 10, I was shocked. Disappointed her. My standing broad jump is only a mere 186cm. I cant pass the 190cm mark. And for last year, I just barely passed my satnding broad jump to get bronze. And these 2 NAPFA segments pulled me down greatly.

Another thing I hate about Friday is PW and Math lectures, especially when they are consecutive of each other. They make me want to sleep (though I havent slept once during lessons) but this time round, the ZZZ monster was more ferocious and I had to struggle more aggrssively with it. When the birthday cards were being passed around, I was perked up. But when there wasnt any left to be passed around, I became restless again. ><

Tuesday
Tuesday is the worst day I could ever imagine. Break only starts at 12 noon. And there is lab lessons. 2 hours long. I seriously dread lab lessons. The chairs have no backrest!!!

But this Friday itself was quite fun (excluding the lessons). I love the SCREAM video. All the girls were freaked out, shrieks and SCREAMs filled the whole audi. MUAHHAHAHA :D But during bboy training, I crashed on my right thigh and it was paralysed for a few moments. I did a shoulder freeze (this is the easy part) but what I actually wanted to add on was threading my legs. On my first attempt, THUD I crashed. So much for beginner's luck :/ I was 自悲-ed when I saw people trying out Nike freezes, handstand etc. I still cant catch my balance. Haish... But on a postive note, I have mastered two new moves. Elbow freeze to headstand. And crickets. \0/ And I vividly remember what the Bboy I/C said. "If you are in modern, your priority of entering bboy will immediately drop to ZERO!" Then I was like "WTH!", I shouldnt have tried modern.

Now, I'll blog about today [Saturday ):]. Modern dance training again. Mr. Dan told us boys to do PT, instead of the stretching that the girls will be doing. The PT was much easier. I hate stretching and I hate trying to stretch. The PT included 3 reps of a set of, namely
  • 40 pumpings
  • 40 sit-ups/crunches/jacks
  • 50 jumping jacks
  • run 2 rounds around the audi
We ran barefooted. And the J2s, esp. An Zhai keep giving funny counts to cue us to start. For example, instead of the usual "5,6,7,8 Go!", he gave "5,6,9,8 Go!" and of course many other humourous variations. Then, all the boys there broke into laughter. Running barefooted was so COOL. But after all that crunches, my abdomen was DEAD. After the PT, we went back into the room under audi. And joined in the girls to do stretching. SHIT. Then Mr. Dan told all the J1s to do human bridge (see picture below) one by one.
 
 
 
I cant even get down. Not even mentioning getting up. So I just whacked my way and just thrust my head down to the ground and used my hands to catch the floor. And I did it. But Mr. Dan said it was the wrong technique. Looks liek I've to touch up on this. ><

After today's training, I can conclude that modern dance training is as dangerous as, or if not more dangerous than break. Some people just had their head whacked onto the floor while doing the human bridge. Ouch! Then we were supposed to use fan today as a prop. So some fans just whacked into other people. Some landed onto the arms and if you were unlucky enough, you get smacked right on your forehead. Then when we had to raise our fan and jump up at the same time, some people's fan just hit the ceiling fan. (haha, what a weird sentence) So, contrary of popular belief, modern is equally unsafe as compared to break.

(this is a very long post)

I totally die-ded during hip hop freestyle. I was gliding and suddenly Regina stared at me. Then I was like, "oh shit", somehow my feet stopped moving and I PAUSED!!! When I continued, my gliding ended up looking choppy. Then my audition group suay suay got Mabel inside. (lol, this sentence is freakin' singlish). I saw her freestyle and it was much more coherent than mine. Looks like Im out of hip hop already...

Currently, I am beginning to regret joining modern. The moves are not distinct enough. The moves are like all similar. So the choreo that was taught today, I didnt grasp it well. I just totally copied the person in front of me. When she jumped, I jumped. When she turned, I turned. And when she made a wrong move, I made the same wrong move. SHIT!
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Glen Lee
18 February 2009 @ 09:14 pm
Lessons  
Ok, I dread lessons. And school has officially started. Tutorials, Lectures, Lab lessons. Among these three, I detest lab lessons to the core. 2 hours in a lab!? And the difficulty of the Chemistry and Math questions suddenly increased and all I could do was stare helplessly at the tutorials.

And math tutorial lesson still didnt help me. I caught no ball. I had better go consult Mr. Ng asap. I hate the rth term thing in binomial. I dont understand how to do such questions. Can't grasp the concept properly. And the chemistry tutorial on mole concept was...ermmm...beyond description. I am stuck right at the first question. My brain gears need some urgent oiling.

The next thing I hate is the Angel-Mortal thing. My angel is complaining I havent been writing back to her. I have been really busy with CCA, Fac dance practice and homework. So sorry. m(_ _)m And my mortal wants another angel to adopt her. Shizz...Better not. *fingers crossed* And I've been just handing in letters itself without any gifts. Very paiseh. 'Cos I've no time to buy them. Come weekend, I shall go on a shopping spree and buy a week-worth of presents to satisfy the "unlimited wants" of my angel and mortal.

Modern dance training is like a torture chamber. Splits, across the floor, turns etc. The warm up itself already got onto my nerves let alone doing high-level technical moves like splits and jete. But the fun part lies at the back. Learning the choreo. It has been splitted into parts A-D. I still havent really get C and D drilled into my mind. Hopefully, I can get them right by Saturday training.

Bboy training was okay. But Felix said I did my toprock wrongly. I didnt jump up on both legs. So when I rectified my mistake, my toprock feels weird. Got to get comfortable with it. And Felix was cool, taught us a number of drops, knee drop, corkscrew etc.

And I am wondering how Shao Wee transits from turtle freeze to airchair. He told me just to tiwst the body to the left. I gaped in awe. Hopefully, I can figure this out. So I can officially perform headstand to baby freeze to turtle freeze to crickets to airchair. YEAH!!! The thought of it perks me up! \0/

I stayed back in school till 5pm today for Talentime. I didn't know Wai Yee could sing so well. On the way home, she said she 走音 once and was very worried. What the hell...But I think her group vocals was nicer than her solo singing. Picked the right songs. And when I entered fish tank, ohmytian, Celine Jessandra, my external dance instructor, was one of the judges. !!! Can't believe my eyes.
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Glen Lee
08 February 2009 @ 10:15 am
modern dance audition  
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Dance With My Father Again; Luther Vandross

I sincerely hope that I can get into modern dance. At least I would be 1/3 of MAD. But the audition was a total killer. I went home dragging my feet and had pain in my back, thighs, shins and neck.

Mr. Dan's paper fan was seriously scary. When he forced the paper fan open, there was this crackling snap that pierced throughout the whole studio and had everyone scared out of their wits. Fortunately, I was not standing in the first row. If not, my reaction...could have been worse X.X

We started doing some routines. Once, we were told to raise our heels to our head. Then I was like "What the Hell?". How am I supposed to do that? But fortunately, all the boys could not do that. Next, of course, doing splits were of course not left out. And mine was more than 50 degrees, I think. Better than last time. Whee! \0/

Another killer move I was told to do was to lie down, stomach facing the floor, then use my feet to touch my head. I just tried my best. And I was nowhere near. >< And when I saw the girls doing it, it was like "oh my tian", it was as though they don't have any skeleton.

For the proper audition itself, the seniors taught us a choreo (12 sets of 8) and we were later told to perform in groups. All the boys (4 boys) were in a group. But the seniors didnt manage to finish teaching my group under 20 mins. So I sighed. I was doomed.

When it was my turn, I forgot all the steps after the 7th set. OH GOSH! And I was panicking. Then it was freestyle time. The music was at first very slow so I did some lyrical stuff on the floor. Suddenly, Mr Dan switched to some Bollywood music with fast beats. How can I do lyrical with that!? So I immediately get off the floor, hurriedly thinking of what I could do.

Guess what, I did tutting. LOL, that was definitely not modern dance. The only thing that I did which belonged to modern dance was cart wheel. I almost screwed up. When I got down to do cart wheel, I placed only one hand on the floor, NOT TWO (perhaps I was nervous) and when I was spinning, I almost fell. Fortunately, I got my balance in the nick of time. If not, I would have crashed and that would be hell ugly.

It was interesting to see a SJI guy shaking his booty during the freestyle and applause just roared throughout the whole studio. HAHA, come to think of it, he was real daring to have done that.


遇见你天空更亮丽 喜欢的我不想逃避
希望和你一起 分享分分秒秒的两颗真心
即使感情结成了冰 回首时有你的足迹
就会开心 温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你
漫步在茫茫人海 思念你的背影
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